Wednesday, April 4, 2007

A pitiful DBA, ME

For years, I just can't fully dedicate myself to my own work. My title is Oracle DBA which is I am passionate on and what I was looking for. To be an Oracle expert was my career goal once. Maybe it still is. Maybe not. I am not quite sure right now. Seems like nobody in this company knows what a DBA is, what a DBA is supposed to do and how important a DBA is to business. In this company, particularly in this department, nobody makes me feel like a DBA but more like a database operator, or even a database programmer. e.g. I told my manager I was going to apply CPU(Critical Product Update) patches to all our Oracle databases. I explained to her how important it is to do so. And this is to comply with company security policy. Her response made me feel "What hell is the CPU patch? Why do we need to apply those damn patches? Is it really important? Why don't you just put aside that and spend more time on more useful things like programming?" Forgot to tell you the funny thing is I am working for a development team even I take care of all the databases from development to UAT to production. So this development team manages all the related systems from development to production as well. What a mess! From my point of view, nobody here has production support experience. So they think production support is an easy job. Nothing needs to be done as long as the systems are running well. In other words, as long as there is no problem, they think you have done nothing. They think people like me (DBA, UNIX Admin) live an easy work life everyday. They think the production support doesn't take time at all. Only development work is very important. Only development takes time and creates value to business. That's what in these guys mind. So they always demand me to get involved in the programming work, whenever possible. They don't care if I have some other work to do or not. As I say, actually on their mind they think I don't have work to do at all. So when they assign work to me, they don't even ask me if I have some other work to do or not. They just assign. They just tell me to complete what they assign to me. Whenever I tell them I need to do my own job which is a DBA's responsibility and I don't have time to spend on programming, they think, at least they make me feel I tell them a lie and I don't want to write programs for them. Gosh! I miss these days in my previous company. During that period, I was working on shift and really tired physically. It's around 2000 and people were nervous about the millennium worm problem. However, I was happy since I felt being taken care, being respected. Management really appreciated my work. Developers also respect DBAs and often ask us for advices and how to improve the code performance. They all know how important DBAs are and the great value DBAs have to a business success. But here in my current company, I feel really tired both physically and mentally. What I did have never been appreciated. I don't feel being respected at all. Nobody asks me about the code performance, the data model design, never, ever! So it's really a mess in our databases. I told them many many times and they don't care. They think I try to slow down their work, try to stop them from creating revenue for the company. Finally I gave up. What can I do? They threatened me and they told me to stop. 7 years, I've been working for this company this long. I've never get promoted. Actually, I got degraded once due to the office politics. I feel really frustrated working in this company, particularly in this department. I can't see a bright future for my career if I continue. A pitiful DBA!

Tuesday, April 3, 2007

松了一口气

今天又是老婆带女儿去医院复查的日子。自打女儿出生以来,一直都要定期去医院复诊,因为她的新生儿黄疸有些偏高。这个问题也着实一直困扰着我和老婆,想尽办法想把她的黄疸指数降下来。虽说这是一个出现在新生儿中相当普遍的现象,可身为父母,依然免不了担心紧张。上午11点,老婆从医院回到家打来电话说不用再去医院复查了,女儿的黄疸指标已经降了下来。听到这个消息,终于松了一口气。相信老婆在听到医生告诉她这个消息的时候,也必定是喜出望外。我们的小宝终于从黄疸的阴影里脱离了出来,更加健康地成长!

女儿让我有了成就感

女儿让我有了成就感!

话说前天晚上,我闺女哭得正酣畅淋漓呢,我一抱她,嘿,居然不哭了!这可把我给乐坏了。要知道,之前是不管什么情况,只要我这当爹的一抱她,她就开始哭个不停!现在倒过来了,我能不美嘛?!不仅不哭了,而且乖乖地在我怀里躺了一个多小时之多!

真有成就感!没什么追求了,我!

Unbearable workplace

I just can't stand it any more. The workplace sucks. Full of unfairness, politic conflicts and unawareness on purpose. I know I must do something, I must ...

Wednesday, March 28, 2007

我女儿怕我 :-(

不知为什么,什么时候只要我一抱我女儿,她就开始哭!本来就是哭的,那她会哭得更厉害;本来不哭,一到我怀里就哭;如果我妈或者老婆从我怀里接过去,人家立马止哭!百试百灵!也就我每天给她洗澡的时候她才不哭,有时甚至露出一些享受的表情,让我还能拾回些自尊。老婆说我抱她抱得太紧,可我自个觉得就没使劲儿啊。况且就是只把她放在我腿上,她也哭。

唉,我这个爹当的!都说女儿跟爹亲,她怎么会怕我呢?这可怎么办好?

Tuesday, March 27, 2007

Blogger has been blocked in China

In the past week, my friends in China kept complaining that they can't access my blogs any more while it was okay previously. But all my friends out of China can see my blogs without any problem. So I guess Google Blogger must be blocked in China. I just did a search using Google Blog Search and found out sth. interesting. Somebody says the outbound requests to blogspot.com would hit the firewall. Even though you are able to write your posts and publish them, but you won't be able to see your published blog anyway! It sounds ridiculous! No wonder blogger.com is not as popular in China as anywhere else on the earth. Maybe hardly any people in China know it even it provides a powerful blogging platform!

Now I have several blogs on blogger.com. I wrote nothing related to political things. But my friends just can't read them, can't share my happiness with me. What's wrong? Pretty sad!

Monday, March 26, 2007

We can't live without Internet

I can't believe it! My company blocks almost every way to chat with people and check the well-known web-based email services. Not only MSN, Yahoo! messengers which directly connect to their servers are blocked, but those web-based IM services also including Meebo, eBuddy and so forth. I tried hard to break through but failed. It seems like only Gmail and Gtalk right now are left open to the outside world. Maybe it's just a matter of time. They could be blocked as well at any time.

Well... I must face it. These days I hear such news from time to time that someone is fired since he/she spends a lot of time to surf on Internet during the office hours instead of doing his/her own job. Companies keep to tighten the policies to warn employees not to spend much time on Internet unless it's really necessary. Companies ask employees to uninstall all the IM softwares. This is a trend which almost every company is following or going to follow. Since Internet becomes more and more popular, people just can't live without it and spend more & more time on it even at work. I recall that in year 2000 I went online only for getting more information on Oracle, I was using dial-up to access Internet at the time. Today I go online for chatting with friends, checking emails, watching funny videos and photos and enjoying the fast-growing Internet applications. I am using broadband today. And the bandwidth of broadband is growing at a very fast speed. I must admit that I spend pretty much time on Internet every day even at work. A bit addicted to it.

If I don't go online on a day, I must feel something wrong. As long as I am at home, I just can't restrain myself from surfing on Internet. We can't live without Internet! At least I can't live without it!

第一天上班

长假以后今天第一天上班。整整一上午基本上都在忙私人的事情。通常如此,当你放了一个很长的假期以后,有一堆一堆的东西摆在你面前要处理。这里面既有私人的,也有和工作相关的。比如删除垃圾邮件及与自己无关却又发给自己的邮件,我把这项烦人的事儿归类到私人事情上(多敬业啊)。不是说的,每每想起两个星期我的收件箱就可以累积1000多封邮件我就头大!我一般先把累计下来的私人事情处理完。至于工作嘛,怎么做怎么有,不差在这一会儿!

照例,一上班便开始过滤和整理收件箱。95%的邮件都是垃圾邮件,只有剩下的5%和自己有关。分门别类,归纳整理。接下来就忙着帮老婆处理医疗保险的索偿申请,打电话问保险公司应该如何如何。结果今儿还交不了表,得拿回家让我老婆签字画押,明儿才能递上去。这事儿完了,又开始帮我女儿进行医疗保险的登记手续,又是填表,又是复印文件,最后交到人事部算是完活儿。把这些都忙完了,已经接近中午了。这才有空看看自己辖区的服务器有没有什么问题,不看倒好,这一看就有仨出了问题。好在都不太严重,还能喘上几天。于是打电话给厂商安排时间过来修理。午饭时间到!

吃毕午饭,开始正式处理一些累积的工作。首先要对我下面的服务器做一次安全评估。据说在安全方面的评分有些偏高,虽然是安全的(吹毛求疵嘛这不是)。但是对于安全部门的评分系统我真是丈二和尚抓不着头脑,找遍他们网页也找不着关于评分的具体说明,只能提交重新评分申请。不知道分怎么出来的,怎么能对症下葯呢?只能尽可能看看还有没有可能的安全漏洞,能关的就关。都弄完,提交了一个重新扫描的申请,看看系统下次的评分是多少。

公司现在对于上班期间干与工作无关的事情是赶尽杀绝啊!刚刚发现,不单止Yahoo,MSN这些IM的Client Application登陆不上去,连Meebo,eBuddy这些基于网页的聊天工具也被封杀了!现在能跟外面进行联系的就只剩下Gmail和Gtalk了。不知何时厄运会降临到这俩头上呢?千万别!

够钟回家!还成,今儿不算太累!

Wednesday, March 21, 2007

放风

一转眼,放假快俩星期了。差不多天天围着小宝打转,要么就是买菜炖汤做饭这些事儿。压根儿没出过远门!对于我这么一个在家根本呆不住的人来说,可以说是挺神的!可也确实闷得够呛。今天趁着下午没啥事儿,终于获得了一次出去放风的机会。天儿不能说好,但是对比最近几天已经是很不错了。决定出去爬山!虽然前一天晚上没有睡好,可还是想出去呼吸呼吸山上的新鲜空气。

家离山不是很远,这就是香港的好处。初登台阶,便感觉到体力不太够,太长时间没有运动了。爬完台阶已是呼哧带喘,硬着头皮继续。一边儿走是一边深呼吸,换换体内的废气。中途老婆还布置了一任务,交给我下山以后完成。本来就一直在斗争走哪条路线返回,这么一来倒好,不用想了,尽快下撤吧!登顶以后(不好意思,太平山顶),便无心恋战,赶紧找了一条退路从山上速降了下来。

从出门到下山总共用了一个半小时。然后光荣完成了老婆交给的任务。日落西山红霞飞,战士打靶把营归!

放风结束!

Everything is back on track!

Sunday, March 18, 2007

家庭妇男

我现在整个一家庭妇男!以下是我这些天来一成不变的日程安排:

10am:起床(因为前一天晚上很晚才睡)
11am:出去买当天要吃的菜以及炖汤的材料
12pm:回家开始炖汤(木瓜鱼汤,猪蹄黄豆汤,乌鸡花胶汤等等)
12:30pm:给小宝洗澡
1pm:吃午饭(把汤炖上后,母亲做的午饭)
2:30pm:结束午餐时间以及一切收拾完毕
2:30pm - 5pm:难得的宝贵休息时间,抓紧一切时间休息(顺便上网乐乐,乐的同时也要寻找如何更好地照顾小宝的资料)
5pm:出门,看看还有什么物资是缺乏的,需要补充。也出去透透气儿
7pm:吃晚饭(维持两菜一肉一汤的优良传统,人太少,做不了四菜一汤的宴会水准)
8pm:结束晚饭以及一切收拾完毕
8pm - 11pm:自由活动时间。看看电视,上网转转
11pm - 无法预测的am:这段时间相当痛苦,主要是围绕小宝打转。根据她的举动做出迅速而有效的反应。
无法预测的am - 10am:进入梦乡。zzz...

唉,难哪!

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